Wow, it's been a while... I AM SORRY MY BELOVEDS FOR I HAVE HAD MY SOUL STOLEN BY TUMBLR! I'm really sorry I will remember to update this blog further on in the future I promise! Well, nothing much has been happening... I haven't cut in two months which is amazing! <3

Wut

107 pageviews... Last time I checked I had 98 what the heeeelllllllll

DEAD

LOLOLOLOL

Edit: Wait... did that even work? O.o

I hope no one I know finds this blog

I hate you sometimes, man. I respect no one who does drugs. (Love my scribbles lol XD)

Lookin' Geewwd

I gotta new background. It's all starry and sparkly :D

How did that happen?

2 more pageviews, and I reach 100 O____O

Who am I?

I'm losing myself. Or rather, I've lost myself. Forever, I've had people telling who I have to be, and it seems that I've turned into that person. I can't be me anymore, because I don't even know who me is. I'm just another mindless clone of what society wants. Even when I'm alone like I am now, I still don't know who I am. I lie to myself to try to make myself who I'm not, if that's even possible. Like a while ago, my friend group I once had, decided to love k-pop. I told myself that I loved it too and gave up my precious love for post-hardcore just to fit in. I'd listen to it and not really like it that much, but told myself it was what I loved. Then I listened to my music again and couldn't convince myself against it. That's the only success I've had against myself and others. Music is the only part of me I know still.
This is why this blog means so much to me. It's the only place where I can share how I really feel.